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| Wednesday, May 21st, 2008 | | 11:23 pm |
Lol, I just found an ex-friend of mine tried to look into my LJ/Msn by adding me "out of the blue" with a new nickname and supposedly "identity". it failed, coz IP tracers are incredibly accurate. (Comments in LJs give IP addresses for a reason like false identities, thanks frank) And seriously, I don't wanna speak to that person. So to that person, Enjoy the only "recent" LJ post you'll ever see from me. | | Thursday, December 7th, 2006 | | 2:23 am |
| | Monday, October 23rd, 2006 | | 11:13 pm |
I went to Armageddon today, kinda the New zealand equivalent of Anime Expos for you America dwellers. It was good, wouldn't say great... Mainly because I was there alone. Saw many good things, was tempted to buy a lot of crap but didn't coz I wouldn't know where to put things. Next year, I'm going with someone or not go at all, just not something to be alone at >.> Too many TCGs there though, it was just freaky how some take card games like life x_x There was some really good cosplays from some people, like a rinoa, selphie even Darth Vader and Nadooian woman (rather weird too, such a cold day to be wearing something like that) There was a pile of snow outside, but since it was raining, the surface was frozen solid ice... first time I've ever encountered snow :o | | Friday, October 20th, 2006 | | 2:16 pm |
| | Tuesday, September 12th, 2006 | | 12:16 am |
sorry, this was just too good to not put up... My Personality | | Neuroticism | | Extraversion | | Openness To Experience | | Agreeableness | | Conscientiousness | |
Feeling a lot better, with the weight of the world off my shoulders... I've pretty much decided to cut all contacts with a certain group for a month, because I just don't want to take anymore of it... set things up so that things don't crash for them at least, survive... possibly, I don't doubt they won't. Whatever the happning, I'm not bothered taking any more part of the emo/angst thing until I've had my month off. I also want to steal Kiros' Mage hat! He shall never know, coz I know he won't check LJ for a while~ | | Monday, September 4th, 2006 | | 2:02 am |
I feel like I've lost touch with you guys, where'd you all go? :( I wanna talk and see where things are going.. guess that's my fault for not being there lately x_X I've been feeling really weird lately, probably real stressed from all the drama happening... gonna spend less time online, and more doing things I used to before the internet. Got a few friends I want to catch up with, and a few who needs a bit more space. I think I've found love, but I don't want to admit it. I found a companion, yet nothing's being done about it. Yay for life, I feel like drowning in all the thinking... | | Tuesday, August 22nd, 2006 | | 6:51 pm |
QuotesLove is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look becomes a habit. A difficult achievement for lovers is to lie mite, without embrace or kiss, without a rustle or smothered sigh, basking in each other's glory. *random undead emerges* Just checking up, I know I missed a ton of birthdays and whatnot >.> back to the shadows | | Wednesday, April 26th, 2006 | | 11:05 pm |
that came out unexpected... ok, I expected that. on the side note: don't hesitate to email me a post or two that I ought to check out, coz I know I missed a few that I had to deliberately dig up. I don't check LJ as often as people update but I do check email >.> so please, I'd appreciate it more XD;; | | Wednesday, April 5th, 2006 | | 1:36 pm |
Cleaning up my friends list, I just notice how crap and annoying it is to have to scroll through 50 posts that I don't even give a shit about... and it's all from the same couple of people. "Top 50 songs of the month" "omg! I am making another game that's up my ass" "blah history blah blah"... godammit, no wonder I lost interest in LJ. EDIT: only deleted 4 people, so meh... everyone else I actually don't mind, some are quite fun with their cute zelda avatar being flung around or Envy looking shocked XD Life is such a mess right now, but I'll manage. So annoying when one of my papers hasn't had classes announced and yet it's almost half way through the semester, THEN I find out it started in week3 but because I was the only one enrolled in the second stream they didn't care enough AT ALL to announce it and I wouldn't have found out at all if I hadn't emailed the bastard head of department. FUCK THEM. I just watch FMA up to episode50, where Ed is between worlds. it was weird... and fun XD Auro has the later episodes, since she's recording it for me (god bless :D) won't be able to see the rest until I see her on Friday. (in real life >.>) whatever RO motivation I had back then, sure is gone :o I think it'll be for the better that it's gone now, I need to focus on work. I might get it back after exams, but who knows... I'm just satisfied with the char I've made and got no need to really improve on him anymore, since he's kicking butts and just crazy to kill without freeze spamming or something. I don't know, the sole reason I play anymore right now, is coz it's fun partying with Auro.. I am however tempted to play Maple Story some more >.>;; but eh... it's no fun there alone, and it's always alone with the people there acting like 3 year olds candy suckers or 65 year olds trying to get some fresh meat. you can probably guess who goes on there with me... so I'll save the words for that. Current Mood:  aggravated | | Monday, March 13th, 2006 | | 7:38 pm |
Died and probably won't be checking LJ much. I'm just having fun with real life stuff and RO to remember much of LJ... (I barely remembered my password) I'll drop a comment to those posts I see and see how it goes there :D? LJ just doesn't interest me as much as it used to. who knows, maybe a spark will come back? XD I'm guessing when I buy a new laptop >.> | | Monday, February 13th, 2006 | | 2:27 am |
I've had the best of times and the worst of times lately... and I have no idea how to start, continue or end the decription of it. My laptop is broken, looking around and nothing yet... My Enrolment is all confusing, my parents don't even know what to do with the student loan even x_X Lost interest in practicing my driving again >.> Talking a fair amount with Auro :o BLAH BLAH BLAH (just a lame attempt to say, I can't list anymore... coz I can't remember them, they're on the tip of my tongue... but no words) Bad Insomnia lately, can't sleep until 7am... which is the time I wake up normally >.> Current Mood:  content | | Saturday, February 4th, 2006 | | 3:46 am |
My Laptop broke about a week ago :D Spent so much time doing nothing but work, life is dull... looking at new laptops sure don't help, since I want them but can't afford one of half the loot >.> spent a fair amount of time just messing around with Auro on RO... so fun, I tend to forget time until it's 10pm or something. I have no idea what to do with classes, so annoying that I MUST look at these subjects even if they're so irrelevant that it makes studying philosophy look interesting... >.> What can I say... I hate chemistry and Chemical Material/structure. it's just one of the things I will never get my head around, just like how maths is to others. sometimes, I wish I can just crawl into a cave and be left alone... I don't know why... it just happens... other times, I feel like going out there and doing something... then I find I have no way in leaving the house. Yay for random posts that have no point to it whatsoever :D? Current Mood:  blah | | Monday, January 16th, 2006 | | 11:27 pm |
oh yay, great birthday... Starts off with me getting pulled out of bed to get to work... spent from 11 to 12:30, LunchBreak and then from 1:00 to 5:30 hot glue gunning boxes together x_x;; good pay and all, but I wish it was better spent today. oh well, got home at 6:30 and got a good kick in the ass to remind how good some things can get when it seems down :D Got greeted with a ton of PMs for happy birthday and stuff from friends. (I even got a phone call from one mate during my lunch break XD) it was great, I then just chatted with Auro and Khar for the next hour until dinner. CAKE TIME :D it was good cake, minty kinda chocolate, not so sweet that I'd take two bites and say I've had enough (like my sister's birthday cake). I could've eaten the whole thing and not say it. My Family used a candle that doesn't go out... without a fight that is. I blew it out, but there was a tiny spark, so my mum gave it a puff and it was lit again. I decided I'm not blowing that out again, so I clapped it out. Left a little burn mark on my palm, but it was fun :D got a few gifts, not that I was expecting any.. Not a person looking to recieve gifts, as long as things go good. Got a few things in RO, which took me completely by surprise XD;; dunno why. and I got 150 bucks from my parents to spend on whatever.. It's going into my "get a new laptop" funds >.> Current Mood:  cheerful | | Sunday, January 15th, 2006 | | 11:32 pm |
Yesterday was a great night, my friend's 21st birthday party happened. I met up with mates I haven't seen since beginning of last year.. they got up to their usual stuff.. as I expected XD I arrived right after a few of them, which was good... coz I didn't want to stand around talking to random people x_x one of my friends, Christian, was drunk when I arrived there falling backwards into the fence and well... not walking straight. He pretty much left right after... driving >.> at least he drives better when he's durnk... for some screwed up reason. He really should be, but no one can stop him being the most stubborn of us all. A few, ok all of us were pretty bored half way through, so they mixed a few cocktails of their own... >.> and I mean COCKtail quite literally... the first drink was a mix of random beers left on the table by us (we couldn't remember which belonged to who), ended up feeding it to the birthday boy without him knowing. the second drink... umm.. a couple of beers, a cherrio skin, a few drops of spirits and... >.>;; some pubes from some of our more STRAIGHT GOING people in the group... (from the front and back) I dared not to get involved in that one, so I left right after he dropped those in... don't know what else went in that. The night was slow, but it was alright. We ended up catching a ferry into town to grab a few drinks, because the centre we had the party kicked us out (since it was booked only up to 11pm). I pretty much left after that, since I lost the mood to go on into the night afterwards. Current Mood:  bouncy | | Tuesday, January 10th, 2006 | | 2:16 am |
Work starts again and I wished it didn't yet... I had two 21st parties to go to, the first one I end up not going to because I had work the next morning... I feel stink about not turning up, I'm gonna drop by the friend's place and hand the present over. The next one is better, on a saturday so I can turn up to RP hung over or something, and this party is where all my high school mates are going to. I miss them a lot, since I haven't seen any of them since April. Even though we keep in touch the occasional text. I talk to Auro a lot... moreso in the passed month or two than... well, the whole year almost, it's kinda cool but something in my mind is scared... I don't know what it is. I'm not gonna let it get the best of me and ruin things, just something there... We had a bit of fun during christmas, comparing who was more bored with a series of texts... I won in the end with Playing chess with my brother, while she watched Jurrasic Park.. I jumped on a spare TV and watched too, then everyone else crowded round me to watch as well. It's weird with things though, everyone to themselves and it's near impossible to see them without intruding into their territory and feel uncomfortable. kinda feels like.. "right.. I'll just stand over there and wait silently... SEEYA" That's about all, nothing interesting or exciting happened. Mum tried to get me to practice my driving again, but she doesn't understand that I want to just drive without any instructions... just learn for myself. that's impossible with my mum being a work-a-holic busy-body and my dad is a little on the arrogant side when it comes to driving. Like one of my friends said "Go to your parents and say 'I want to drive, please follow me and let me do my thing'" I said that, but my parents would still interject and give their say in what I did wrong or right. :x ( Read more... ) Current Mood:  blank | | Tuesday, December 20th, 2005 | | 2:20 am |
I had the most awesome day today... didn't start out too well, with buckets of rain EVERYWHERE (the bathroom was leaking >.>) it got better, when I turned up to work just to find out I can go... I was glad for that, coz I needed to buy christmas cards to send overseas. I headed all the way across town to shop at the warehouse, go me... :D No matter, I organized to meet up with Auro there after lunch, so it wasn't out of the way. We had great fun the whole afternoon... bowling (we came out a draw, she won one then I won one), Air Hockey (I lost 9-7 :o) and Laser Strike (only The manager, Auro and I played, the manager cheated). After all the fun and games, I had a bit of lunch exchanging gifts and showing the cards I was going to send, I even got Auro to sign one card in particular. I got a lava lamp christmas present (sue me, I couldn't wait... >.>;;) :D heh, I felt a little down for just getting chocolate... maybe on her birthday :p (EDIT: No wait... my birthday's coming first, oh boy XD;;) I caught a train (first time in NZ) to downtown, to catch a bus back home. It was just a day I didn't want end, but of course, good things are only good in small doses. I look forward to another day like so, because it's something I've enjoyed greatly for the first time in a long time. My legs are slightly sore, that's just mainly from my lack of running much. Final episode of desparate housewives, and I feel sorry for some of the characters there, just plain sad... Some I should feel sorry for, but I'm just laughing my ass off at the situation they're in. (GAY BASHER!) And what the hell happens to Mike? :( | | Monday, December 12th, 2005 | | 6:13 am |
| | Friday, December 9th, 2005 | | 1:24 am |
| | Saturday, December 3rd, 2005 | | 1:09 am |
Finally switched to gmail... and I know I'm going to forget to transfer someone from my hotmail contact list. Let me know if I do forget you (that is if you want to even talk to me) Three weeks burned and nothing, great start to the holidays... pfft, I need to look harder.. damn jobs. First thing... I need to fix my sleeping hours, get it back to about 11pm to 8am... right now, it's the complete reverse 5am to 3pm, god that's bad. Been talking with a few of my friends from uni, it's been rather.. emotional to them, at least. I'm just listening and giving advice on what I think is best, they like to jump to conclusions and do things in a split second... gets annoying, especially when you find out the advice you give them is correct and I just give them the "I told you so" speech.. I got the speech all memorized from using it so often. Ragnarok is getting rather interesting, but my interest in it is so thin. I dunno, I'm finding Lufia2 and FFX better playing right now.. it's something different, I suppose. Starting to work more on my game's storyline, and got most of the kinks worked out. I just need to mess around with the system I have planning, since it's got a lot of balancing issues.. I guess I won't know what to do with the system until I actually start making the game. The OHR needs arrays... getting really annoying having 5lines of algorithms just to point to one set of variables, especially when I need to revise the script and get it to look neater. (Debugging isn't a problem, since I test it while I work it out) Other than that, lets have a party! I wanna really get together with my mates and just mess around... I'm bored to death with things... I should've gotten my restricted license... trust me to slack off on that >.> Current Mood:  cranky | | Tuesday, November 29th, 2005 | | 3:27 pm |
Got bored *hides*
What You Really Think Of Your Friends
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Kiros is your soulmate. |
| You truly love Aurora. |
| You consider Angel your true friend. |
| You know that Crand is always thinking of you. |
| You'll remember Khar for the rest of your life. |
| You secretly think Kimitsu is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times. |
| You secretly think that Scotticus is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker. |
| You secretly think that Shin_star is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Shin_star changes lovers faster than underwear. |
| You secretly think DJBouche is shy and nonconfrontational. And that DJBouche has a hidden internet romance. |
And seems true too... |
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